Showing posts with label J. Show all posts
Showing posts with label J. Show all posts

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Too early for wedding bells, carreer muna, ok?

Saw this in one of my friends ' shout out... (Jean 'to galing)

Too early for wedding bells, carreer muna, ok?

Last night. we talked.. To put an end to the friction and sa pagdradrama ko..

Generally, the talk was about keeping cool.. Minus the vagueness... We should have time for ourselves, our friends, our carreers and passion..

Ayun, it struck me nung sinabi niya sa aken na "wag iikot ang mundo sa aken". Here I go again. Too clingy.

Tama naman tagalaga siya eh... We should have breathing space.. And Hindi naman sa ganun kami ngayon pero parang ganun na din yun kapag lumala pa ang sitwasyon..

Batok naman sin sa ekn yun.. Ignored ko na naman yung gusto kong gawin..

See, I haven't been able to clean my Baticulin Room. Walang time to clean my Taylo place...

Lublob sa work at Jessie time.. So I have to find my footing..

At least nasabi ko din yung source ng pagdradrama ko... I want a gesture or gift.. To show that I am cared for..

Arte ko noh?

Ayaw ko na kasi talaga magtrust blindly.. Mahirap maisip na tanga ka..

Pero we talked... It's a wake up call for me.. Sana siya din...

Have to worked on MY stuff...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Corny/Mushy

After kissing...

Jessie: "Anu yung matamis?"
Thirdy: "Hmm... Di kaya... Sweetness naten yun!"

Jessie and Thirdy... HAHAHAHA

Ang Corny naman..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Eto ang feeling ng inspired

Honestly, I haven't been sleeping in the normal hours I used to sleep..

If this was a few months ago.. then bangag na ako..

Pero waking up na kaakap.. someone you love and loves you back..

Iba eh...

Basta masigla ang feeling ko kahit pagod pa!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Happy pa rin

I read from his phone: "Ayaw mu na ba saken?" from an unknown number.. I wanted an explanation pero ayaw ko sirain yung gabi.. figured he's just letting down another admirer.. C'mon we're cute and di yun maiiwasan...

3am.. Nagising ako... Aga ko kasi natulog eh... Natulog ba naman ako halos whole day ng Sunday so mejo weird..

"....Payag na akong maging tau" from the same unknown number... Mejo felt sad.. What if's di na ito yun... I'll survive.. alam ko yun pero sad kasi what about all the plans... I have a song pa naman for our future... Alam niyo na yun...

Generally, what if's na paano if hanggang 1 month lang to...

Akala ko pa naman.. This is the right one na...

We got up in around 4am.. You know.. (evil smiley here..)

He checked his messages.. Tinanong ko sino yan...

He explained... He met him even before he met me... They flirted.. Pero nawala na siya after nakilala niya ako...

Di niya tinago.. Inexplain niya...

I really saw na inexplain niya...

He told me..Wala lang yun...

it's the past... He turned down this guy sa harap ko...

"May bf na ako... Matagal na tayong di nagkikita.. Masaya na ako sa kanya..." - not the exact text...

He cried... comforted me kahit di ako nagwoworry... Mahirap iexplain..

I really felt that mahal na mahal niya ako..

Never had anything like that before.. It was usually denial, itago ba daw then away..

We talked..

He cleared things... Assured me..

"Bakit naman kita ipapakilala sa closest friends ko?" if not totoo na to?

All my woes and doubts went away...

There was no force to get to an understanding... Always be honest at walang iba...

So here's what compromise feels like... Here's what communication really is...

Never had anything like it...

I love you, honey!

Salamat sa pagdating sa buhay ko... Di na kita pakakawalan..

This is the happiest I've ever been..

I caught a glimpse of him talking to his ex-steady date... Quote: "Kaya siguro hindi nagwork yung sa mga past ko ay dahil I was meant to meet him..."

Teary eyed.. just thinking about it..

Clarify some things.... "Things happen for a reason..." That happened para malaman ko kung gaano niya talaga ako kamahal..

Disclaimer: WE ALL GOT BAGGAGE.. BUT THE PAST IS WHAT MAKES US.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Music/Musician

I love Music...

It put me into a certain mood. It is my mantra.

I love my Musician..

You gave me so much life. I have never felt this way until you found me.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Monday, September 17, 2007

Can´t keep my eyes on the prize

We´re heading back home..

Of course, the three month stint meant a lot for me..

But I can´t help but not pay attention to what I´ll miss but what I´ll gain..

My prize!

Hehehe.. Saturday, 1pm...

Waah! Lapit na.. Excited! Excited!

Friday, September 14, 2007

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Call for Independence/Rant for the inevitable

The original plan for the project was to stay here for 6 months.. Uuwi after 3 months.. Then, we´ll be given a lot of money for allowance.. hehehe..

Pero Things change so the lots and lots of money is divided by two and I have to deal with people..

Hmm.. It both pro and con.. PRO: Finally, get to date J..... CON: Some people are not gonna be happy that I´m considering the posibility of settling down with my pro..

I don´t want to break stuff pero I want to be happy so face the consequences..

I guess I just have to look forward to being with J.....

At least yun masaya...

Hmmm.. another note! I have money (period)

I wanna leave home and get my own place!

I enjoy being independent. and Taking care of myself.

Plus, I´m old enough..

And I don´t want any unwanted guidance. Call me selfish but I want my freedom..

WAAAHHH!!!

Monday, August 13, 2007

Parang hang-over

Di pa naman talaga ako nalalasing pero feeling ko hang-over ang feeling ko.. (O tignan mo.. may sense pa ba yun?)

Ansakit ng ulo ko at kung pwede lang sana wag na akong tumayo sa upuan ko o kaya naman.. mag-trasport na sa bahay namen at matulog na lang... Bukas na lang gigising..

Friday-Saturday, Saturday-Sunday, Sunday-Monday... Mga 4 hours lang ako natulog so what do you expect... Pero naman.. Uber enjoy kaya kahit ganito feeling... Worth it naman..

Just wanna get it over with para.. Sa susunod na gimik naman...

Love ya, Barcelona..

J, sana makapag-usap na tayo at malapit na pala birthday mo.. Waah... Haay.. Sana makapag-usap na tayo.. Miss na kita..

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