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Hindi niya ito inasahan --
"Katuwaan lang naman ang lahat"
Makamundong pagnanasang tinugon..
Katanungang nasagot..

Nilasap, sinalat, naramdaman
Sarap na paulit-ulit hinahanap..
Walang tunay na desisyon.
Muli't muli naranasan

Ginhawa ay gumanti..
Sakit biglang nadaing..
Tawag ng katotohanan
Napilitang mapansin

Katapusan mo'y natuldukan
Kinabukasan na hindi mahawakan
Pangarap na naglaho
Dahil lamang sa --

LOST

I failed again..
Why are these people looking for? Wala ba ako nuon..

I wonder whether or not I'm even fit to for such a thing..

Maybe nananaginip lang ako or nangngarap.. Panu kung hanggang dun na lang yon..

Panu na yon?

What if nagprepretend lang ba ako? Na-eenjoy ko naman bakit hindi nila yon nakikita?

Paano kapag deretso lang ako ng deretso.. Sulong ng sulong pero.. Wala naman akong patutunguhan..

Paano kung umasa ako sa pagbabago pero wala naman akong pagkakataong gawin yung pagbabago na iyon..

Baket ba? Anong mali...

Free me

Its that time of the term again when you can't even breathe (I'm exagerating)..

Wishing bakasyon na..

Sana Bakasyon na uli...

I'm dreaming of sleep.. while on vacation...

Lost Poem

After attending a lecture on eksphrasis kanina, I made a poem habang naglalakad.. I lost it.. After thinking about it.. Wala na, lost..

Naglalakad kasi sa gitna ng kalsada kaya hindi ko nasulat.. Tried to retrieve it but it's lost..

Saykle

Saykle

Thirdy Lopez

Dungaw sa may bintana

Nalusaw sa paghanga

Taglay mong talinhaga

Si Ako’y natatanga

Ikaw, Ako: napana

Utak ko’y nagalala

Ang puso ko’y sungla

Ating mundo tumila

Pinili makasama

Ako ngayon, umasa

Aking ikaw niyaya

Pala wala pag-asa

Sigaw

Sigaw

Thirdy Lopez

Hindi kami laruan

Wag kami pagnasahan

Itigil ang titigan

Isip na kasamaan

Gawin ito Bagaman

Kami iyong asahan

Hating pagmamahalan

Pansin kahalagahan

Puso bawat tahanan

Halagang kaunlaran

Dulot ay kagandahan

Kaming kababaihan
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Salamat kay Unyx for the inspiration

Theory on Thirdy

Baka naman, mas marami akong naiisip kapag pressured ako at stressed..

Kapag hindi, DVD mode lang..

I tried watching DVD kanina pero wala mas gusto ko pang gumawa ng project..

Start of obsession na matapos ang thesis..

Nuong Tamad ako:
DVD ng third season ng charmed; TRU Calling Series; Point Pleasant Series; ShinChan Movie; Aristocrats; Alladin; Jasmine's Enchanted Tales

Nuong pauwi sa bahay:
Interactive CD instead of publication; Story idea about tutor teaching poor kids

Cinemalaya, Time pressure

I'm so annoyed that I wasn't able to go to CCP and watch a film in CineMalaya.. Andami kasing class.. Meeting at dapat gawin.. No time for Cinemalaya.. Ngayon sana pero I have an interview at 11, workshop at 1 and have to go a friend by 4. Home by 6.. Wala na tapos na ang Cinemalaya

Tinatamad akong gumawa ng school stuff.. Pero pinipilit ng katawan kong gumawa kahit ayaw ko.. back to waking up at 6am.. Hindi makatulog.. Sinasabing gumawa na ng school work pero hindi pa rin ako nakikinig.. Nanuod na lang ng DVD o nag-internet..

I want to write..

Am I in a dry spell?

I had not written anything good for a while now..

No spontaneous poems.

No crazy sudden fiction..

Stressed? Experiencing writer's block..

No time to write?

Ambahan

Parang gusto ko tuloy gumawa ng ambahan

May hinahanap ako

Kailangan matanto

.. itutuloy...

Tanga ka ba?

Para sa iyo na tatanga-tanga..

Ayokong magwaste ng time.. Mag-iispray na lang ako ng lysol para mamatay ang mga germs sa mundo..

Maskara

I'd never I thought that I get to wear this mask.
To hide my feelings through a smile.

To laugh when I want to cry
To be around people when I want to be alone

To force myself to feel confidence
And to forget the past and face the present

3D IMAX

A BIG

WOW!

I was in awe for the whole day yesterday. Hanggang ngayon, Bilib na bilib pa din ako..

Grabe!Sobra! OMG!

AMAZING! ANG Galing!

3D IMAX: Manunuod uli ako dyan.. Mahal lang ang sine pero WOW!Ang Galing!

Non-continuous thought on artapre..

Baroque signifies majesty. An elaboration is characteristic of majesty. We think of our God as majectic, or we could associate this majesty over our belief that he is omniscient, omnipotent, and present.............

Baroque in Philippine Architecture (An opinion)

I see God as a friend who guides me in my life. I see him as an ally, somebody who tells me what to do and cheers me up when I’m down..................

As a.............

I must agree with Jahra when she...........

On Artapre

My original idea was to take inter-active story telling for the free elective. However, that elective was for ST so I had to decide, what should I take? I didn't want another management subject, too straining. Not a language subject, my head would hurt from all the mumbojumbo.
I wanted a common schedule with my friends so I took Artapre. Joyce asked me to join her at the S19 slot at pumayag naman ako..
After enrollment, I ended up na mag-isa lang sa class.. Err.. Puro 104 kasama ko..Buti na lang nanduon din si Pam..

On art
I really love appreciating and putting that appreciation to the written word. However, this subject did not cover literature. Pero it still kept my interest over the other arts. Sana lang mas maraming pinoy artworks.

On Music
I learned to appreciate Mozart's music. I never really got it. Up to know, I still don't but there's something there that I understand. Someday, when I get the time I wanna get it..
Lucio San Pedro, I wish we paid more attention to it. Dinaanan lang namen yun..Sayang ang galing-galing pa naman niya..