Sana sem break ko rin..

Most of my friends are in their sem break.. Naiinggit ..

Sana ako rin... Eh di nagliwaliw na kami to the max...

Eh hindi.. thesis pa priority ko ngayon... May 2 paper pa sa busproc atsaka revisions for nfosyst.. sorry, OC lang talaga...

Buti na lang... Na-dedelegate ko na yung tasks sa aking officers.. All I have to worry is planning and dealing with other people.. Na hindi ko kelangan gawin kung sem break...

Sana sem break ko rin...

Nakaka-asar pa kapag nauusap kami ng friends ko at ng tita ko.. Paulit-ulit sila ng tanong.. kelan yung sem break niyo? Sagot: Sa december...

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Persona non grata

Napakasama mo!

Sino ka para manumbat?
Mangagamit ka lang?

Tanga ka para isipin mong kami may kasalanan?
Bakit di ka umangal nung inuutusan ka namin?

Bastos ka!!

Wala tong sense...

Paalam...
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Ano kaya to?

BUHAY

On a natural high

I'm on a natural high.

Its thrilling to face the odds and conquer them.. I had felt for the past few days that I had failed myself. I thought I will be creating improvements and here, I was doomed with problems, problems that I as an IT student should know better..

Despite my insecurity, I continued on.. wishing of my goal's accomplishment..

Today, right after a test, which I think I will pass.. Writers' Guild had our accreditation presentation.. Meeting at 11:20 (ang tagal ni Jej)... We went to look for Kendy and upon finding him, Me, Bianx, Jej and Kendy rehearsed one last time.. As timed, we used up 17 minutes instead of twenty.. Of course, I had a lot of speech blurges, as usual.. But nonetheless, I think I was able to convey the message... After practice, Nervous but still having fun.. fooling around we waited outside the door of PUSO, the venue for accreditation... Until Gold asked us to set up... After the new accred presentation was opened.. We started... I had lots of blurges during the beginning but I still continued on... I then turn it over to Bianx who oriented the audience of out organization's existence.. Then back to me where I presented most of the organization's strategies using the accreditation model.. Had lots of blurges, as usual. I also skipped a few slides as I started to worry if the last slides won't be presented... Within the last few minutes, Jej started with his piece.. followed by Kendy's.. Then the Q&A came.. I really don't remember the questions but I remembered having all of them answered.. I forgot a thing or two but my co-officers reminded me as I was speaking.. Kendy and Jej also got the opportunity to input while I was on my "ha? I forgot" state..

Ending, Kuya Dek said that we have OK activities and for the next accred, we should present documented evaluations, the turnout of the succession program and the other things..

Waahhh... As we left the John Hall Building.. I realize... We will not fail! We had improved.. We are a learning organization and we will not ne the 32nd org out of 33 orgs anymore...

Its a natural high to realize that my goal of improving the organization has been fulfilled. Now, its time for the other ones...

I am happy...

and hungry... I will eat now...

A reply

OJT ko na next year..

And I sent my resume to company X. And they replied... Whoo hoo...

Share ko lang... Next stop interview...

And a back up plan...

Insecurities

Regrets:
Last year, I regretted not to have released CSOracle on time.. Ibang factors kasi kinoncentrate ko only to have it massacred again this term.. But na lang pinapakinggan ako ng EB ko kaya at least nasa-ayos yung process ng CSO.. Wahaha.. Balim topic, basta yun.. Kaya siguro hindi kami naging best team kasi hindi namin nagampanan yung trabaho namin... Pero dinugo rin ako dun sa pag-oorganize ng mga seminars at pag-aalaga ng staff...

Ngayon:
Nagsisisi naman ako na hindi ko naisip agad yung mga irerevise ko sa org this term.. Kung tutuusin, di ko rin naman talaga alam nuon.. Basta sigurado akong naayos ko yung problems sa years before.. Ngayon, may nagsusurface na bagong problema.. Pero nakakahiya para sa isang IT person na nagsolve ng symptom, di yung problem.. Di mo rin naman ako fully masisis.. Dahil di ko pa naman alam talaga nuon..

Ang stupid ko rin na isipin na wala silang paki-alam.. Di ko kasi napapansin...

Bottomline:
Nagkakamali rin ako.. Tulad ng sinabi ko dati, di ako si superman... Shirt lang yun.. hehehe...

Ang nadadapa... dapat tumayo.. yun lang yon...

Pasensya, tao lang...
Wag ka na lang mag-aalala.. Aayusin ko naman kapalpakan ko...

PEX

Matagal na akong na-vote out..

Wala lang.. naasar ako kasi di ako umabot sa jury...

isa na lang sana... natanggal pa ako...

Threat kasi... Ang tange kong ipakita ng ganun kaaga yung galing ko..

Ayan, vote out tuloy...

What does not kill you makes you stronger

Simple lang talaga..

Wag mag-gigive up, ever! Hindi ako titigil hanggang oras ko na upang umalis...

Ang consuelo ko na lang ay mas magaling na ako after nito. Yes, I won't make the same mistakes. At mas astig ang mga gagawin ko!

Hinanakit

Para ano pa ang cellfone niyo, di niyo naman ako nirereplyan.. itapon niyo na yan..

Nag-email add pa kayo, din niyo naman binabasa yung message. Puk-pukin niyo na ng martilyo ang mga computer niyo..

Simpleng reply lang kailangan ko..Sa tutal, fake lang naman yung actions niyo!

Peste... Nag-iintay pa rin ako.. Mahirap kasi na hindi active yung isang part ng org kasi di active yung main part kaya naman di tayo umuunlad kasi selfish kayo!

Masakit!

Ano nga ba naman ang karapatan kong asahan kang pumunta? Pero masakit kapag lahat kayo tumanggi.. Pinagisipan naming ito!

Nakakahiya pa kay Sir John.. Pero ano ba naman ang magagawa ko? Isa lamang hamak na alipin..

Alipin ng pagmamahal.. sa aking interest…

Nanay ko! Sana wag niyo akong biguin…

Hindi pa ako umiibig.. Nasaktan na ako!

Spare me, for God’s sake!

Blahhhh….

Being Poetic with a Poem
Oct.12, ubreak
SJ113

Speaker: Sir John

On SEA games

Its amazing that after 13 years, the SEA games will again be held in the Phillipines. It also a delight that the organizing body is asking 60 lasallians to be logistics officers. Logistics officers are the ones who'll be responsible for accomidating athletes from other nations. It's a very big responsibility and it is being tasked to 60 lasallians.

If you look at it, its a great opportunity for service and an experience that should be missed. And being me, It would be something that would be really interesting.

Sabi nga ni Mam Kit, she is expecting Presidents to partake in this opportunity,eh.. Malas lang kasi makain sa time.. The job requires us to spend a whole day with these people. 7am - 8pm.. ang tagal.. Pero ang saya pa rin ng perks.

Pero bakit hindi ako sasali?
1. Thesis - my daily sked is not enough. Pasukan ko pa ng ilang whole day sked.. May matatapos ba ako.. Takot pa naman akong i-iwan yung group ko baka malaman ko na lang gumagawa na kami ng isang bagay ni hindi ko gusto. i.e: jail management system (ayaw ko sa preso, ayaw ko sa pulis, ayaw ko sa gobyerno = gist na lang yan...)
2. Position - hati na nga ang attention ko sa studies at org.. dagdagan mo pa ng responsibilidad na ganito. Gusto ko bang mamatay? ayaw ko noh... so I'm making a wise choice.. Ayoko kayang masiraan ng bait..
3. English - Mamatay naman ako kapag mag-iingles buong araw.. Its a great exercise though..
4. 1&2 is enough reason - being a lasallian is never easy. It's fun but not easy.. I'm not that crazy to partake on such activities that would eat a lot of time from the shortest and most-activity filled term of the school year..

Sorry.. SEA games.. Thirdy's busy...
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Naasar na ako!

GRRRRR!!!

Bakit kasi 24 hours lang meron sa isang araw?
Kulang na kulang...

Bakit hindi ba pwede bumalik sa nakalipas upang baguhin ang mga mali?
Pesteng oras yan!

Bakit hindi ko ba kayang maging ibang tao?
Iba na lang...

Bakit GRRRR?

Limp

Litong-lito, di alam ang dapat gawin

Hindi pa rin makatayo

Alam na dapat mabuhay

Pero patuloy na nag-iintay

Umiiyak ng walang luha

Marunong akong masaktan...

Mahihirapan ako... Nakakaramadam ako na parang maiiyak na ako..

Masakit mahamak ng marami.. Jinujudge ka na para bang wala akong kwenta...

Iniisip ko tuloy kasalanan ko.. Ako ang sinisisi..

Ginawa ko naman lahat, ha! Bakit tinuturo niyo na ako ang may sala...

Ilalabas ko lang ang hinanakit ko...

Dahil kapag nadapa ka, maiiyak ka. Pero tatayo kang muli. Mas malakas.. Mas matatag..