I think I deserved a little freedom.
I thought I had it. I knew it would come to this. "Thirdy, this is not yours." Dati I had that barrier of not having a degree and stable income.. Pero what stopped me..
Practicality.. Mag-ipon ka muna.. Saka ka lumayas jan..
Pero kanina, the line had been crossed.
Hindi sau ang bahay.. Although di ko directly sinabi yun.. To a degree, don't I have a right?.. Umasa pa ako.. The answer is no, wala kang right.. Nakikitira ka lang...
Dati ko pa ito plan pero I fooled myself that I could go by a year.. No.. 4 years is enough. I am capable of running my own life.. Standing up using my own two feet. What's stopping me?
Tinulak niya na ako... Bastusan ba? Akala mo, hindi ko kaya? I can do anything...
I'm leaving...
Give me a month and I'm gone.. Gone as long as I can.. Don't expect anything from me. Galit pa ako ngayon so Christmas List for you.. Poisoned cake..
Goal for December.. Leave... Have a place I can call mine! MINE!
Apparently, I became an athlete. This blog is about what is in my mind when I am running, swimming and working out.
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