Onti pa

Andami pa gagawin. Nakakaloko..

Hindi pa maayos yung thesis.. Marami pa akong paper at job thingies pa...

Nakakaloko.. I had not seen my love for a week na.. I hadn't had a decent sleep and I'm a little tense..

Watching

Inulit ko na Season 1






Watch again...

Bad/Good

March 29, 2007

Bad
- 2-3 hours of waiting sa company S na isang telcom corp para sa isang 10 min interview na sumagot ako ng galit
- 3-4 hours of taking a test sa company Az para lang bumagsak

Good
- Tumawag ako sa Company Au at ooffer-an na daw ako ng job... yehey...
- Krispy Kreme Donut.. Kahit P38 each pa sila...

Where to go? what to pursue?

Hmmm.. I have to make a decision.. where will I go?

What kind of company?

1. Outsourcing/IT Firms
2. Banks

Where?

1. Ortigas
2. Eastwood
3. Makati
4. Pasig

What kind of customers?
1. European clients, of variety depending on projects
2. Asian clients, of variety depending on projects
3. Filipino clients, in Manila
4. Employees of a bank
5. Financial Employees

Scope of the company
1. Large
2. medium
3. small and maybe growing

Industry?
1. IT, in whole
2. Banking Industry
3. Financial IT
4. Open Source IT

Note: I don't hate Company A na... But I still hate the people who handled us.

Shedding katamaran

Okay.. We got one week before pasahan ng revisions ng thesis..

I got two days and a half before presentation sa adviser... Wala pa akong inuumpisahan.. Naadik kasi ako sa house.. Tinamad tuloy ako gumawa.. Anyway, tatapusin ko to dis weekend even if it means puyatan na to...

Haay... On another note, sana matanggap na ako sa mga inaaplyan ko... Si Gino at Denise ay may offer na.. Ako wala pa.... Waaahhh...

Anyway, thesis muna ngayon kasi kuung wala yung di din ako gragradweyt...

Jobs/Studies

Still no job offers from anywhere...

Working hard in finding a job....

Hindi ako pumapasok.. Magaling na bata..

Got rejected sa company Y.. Buti na lang.. I don't like Japanese people. They are too happy.. Baka kapag nagwork ako sa Japan.. Makapatay ako ng tao...

Ayoko mag-plan sa kahit anong company dahil wala pa rin akong offer.. Zero.. Nadda.. Kapag initerview ako, di ako aasa at magplaplano sa company na yon dahil madidisappoint lang ako if di ako matanggap...

Haayy..

Past is Past

Okay.. I have no idea how i came across looking at the pages of people who screwed me over.. But looking at them.. Did not made cry or fall apart.. i didn't care..

Yes.. I am over it..

Alam ko na yun dati pa pero ngayon.. I got sure..

Currently Watching

House.. Kakaiba.. I thought it was going to be boring.. I was surprised that finding out what a person's disease/illness is exciting..


HOUSE

New beginning

Yehey! Complete na ang next line ng Writers' Guild EB!!

Ilagay ko ba dito? Hmm.. Wala naman bumabasa ng blog ko eh.. So why not?

Writers' Guild Executive Board
SY 2007-2008

President: Raymond Tolentino
Executive Vice-President: Patricia Cruz
VP - Finance: Corwin Uy
VP - Documentations: Olok Bueno
VP - Publicity: JM Titular
VP - Activities: Abi Azul
AVP - Publicity: Carlo Ibarra
AVP - Activities: Neil Rojas

Sana ganyan yung EB ko nung start of the year. Malas ata talaga ako sa staffing eh.. Imagine what could WG have done if ganyan ang EB mo.. Anyways, one thing I could be proud of that in one way or another I ignited their interest in WG and reinforced it again and again. I may not had created hall of famer activities but I partially inspired people who will. One achievement of my term as WG President.

Incompatible

Hindi ako natanggap sa company I..Nakakainis naman.. Pero okay lang kasi di ko din naman gusto dun..

Tapos, di din ako natanggap sa Company N.. I was considering that pa naman.. incompatible kame.. Ewan ko sa kanila..

Panik!! Panic...

Wala pa akong offer kahit saan...

I hate SC plastics

I have *a******!

amplastic plastic nila... Pucha.. May isang kandidado na nag-flood sa e-groups namen.. Bastos...

Sana matalo siya...

Currently watching....

Next in Line

Byy next week Wednesday, I will officially name the next batch of WG Officers..

Excited na ako....

Tamod

Tamod

Thirdy Lopez

Binigyan ako ng pagkakataon

Upang gumawa ng buhay

Upang makahinga at maging tao

Kinailangan ko lang ng isang itlog

Upang makasama sa habang buhay

Para matupad ang nais kong mangyari

Sa naturingang himala, ika’y mapapaligaya

Bagaman lagot ka mamaya, isang buhay ang mabubuo

Ito naman ang magiging buhay mo

Pero sinayang mo lang ako

Dahil nagging makasarili ka

Tinapon mo ako sa sarili mong ligaya

Luha

Luha

Thirdy Lopez

Matapos kong bigyan ka ng buhay

Ako’y iyong ipaapatak

Di mo man sinamahan ng tuwa ang aking paglisan

Sa iyong pagluluksa

Ako ay iyong hinayaang lumayo sa iyo

Di mo man inisip na maari kitang tulungan

Ipinahid mo lang ako sa isang tisyu.

Di mo man ako pinyaga na pa-gaanging ang loob mo.

Ang masakit sa lahat

Kinailangan mo pang ilabas ako

Bago maging mas maayos ang loob mo.

Weirded out..

I feel so different.. So upbeat and jumping inside..

All of a sudden I want to do a lot of things.. for this someone..

I want to be a better person.. All to satisfy this someone...

Better...

Okay din to...

Pero nabobore ako ngayon.. Sana makita ko na siya...

Natakot ako ng kausap ko yung friend ko kanina.. Baka manloloko na naman to...

Buti na lang.. Di siya yung sinabi ng friend ko..

Malapit na ang mamaya.. magkikita na kami...

Trust...

Maybe it's not the easiest thing to give..

Maybe it is easy to give but hard to maintain..

But how could you go to something that beautiful and not go through rough patches and bumps in the road...

Maybe it's worth the difficult ride... Maybe it's worth the complication...

I will take another leap of faith because I feel it's worth it..

If I fall on hard ground again, I will hurt but I know my wounds would heal.. That I know, I'm a strong person and I will survive a lot of things..

So here I go... Taking the jump.....

On Casual Relationships

I was reading an article in APP about casual relationships.

It says people partake in casual relationships because they want to feel love without the risk of being hurt..

"mukhang sila pero hindi..."

In the end, masasaktan ka din..

Speaking from my friend's experience (code ba to?)... It really is true.. You partake in a relationship you just wanted to have because you want revenge or you get lonely.. They are in love with you while you contunue to deny that they are nothing to you.. You want to be in a romatic relationship so much that you kid yourself.. But when reality hits which will hit you sooner or later..

You end up being the one to hurt someone.. And you get hurt in return.. Masakit kaya manakit ng iba.. lalo pa at ginagawa mo lang yun for yourself.. You partake in that kind of relationship to feel something you felt when it was real.. For a second, you think it's real pero hindi...

Niloko mo na ang sarili mo.. Nanloko ka pa...

Takot ako sa karma.. Nakarma na ako dati... Siguro sa nangyari sa aken.. it is nature's way of even-ing things out.. You got hurt and now ikaw naman nanakit...

In the long run, wala naman talaga masama nangyari eh.. It happened because of a reason.. Hindi naman talaga kayo ang meant for each other.. Sobrang pinilit niyo lang kaya masakit ang mahulog...

Siguro na-in love ka nga pero hindi ka naman niya mahal in return.. Siguro for a while minahal ka nga niya pero sa sandaling panahon lang...

I este my friend.. did not mean to hurt anybody.. He just wanted to feel something..

Nanakawin ko ang line mula sa isang ****

"Tao lang ako.. nagkakamali... Walang taong perpekto"

Pero bawat mali, tama dahil natuto ka... May nakilala ka tungkol sa sarili mo o di kaya may bagay na hindi mo na muling uulitin...

Natutu na ako.. este yung friend ko... I just want the real thing... To feel love.. with someone who makes me smile by just being kung ano siya... hindi yung pilit but something that came naturally..

Yehey! Ngiting unggoy..

Kanina pa ako nakangiti..

Sarap nga ako batukan eh..

Pinipigilan ko lang sarili ko patugtugin ang mga non-bitter songs ko...

Bati na kami.. We came to a compromise..

Ansaya-saya..

Wala ang saya saya talaga...

Thesis!! Yes....

Kahit na kung anu-anong di magandang bagay ang nangyayari sa aken..

Mabuti pa rin at natapos na ang thesis..

Network na lang tapos mock at defense na..

Sana mabait ang panel at magkaintindihan kami..

Tapos graduation na...

YESS.... Wish ko lang

I don't want to get dumped

Okay.. I'm not the most tactful person in the world and I'm pretty much clueless in a lot of things..

I'm bright but I get to be a "dumb blonde" once and a while..

I don't want to get dumped..

C'mon.. I'm used to it with my members who always ditch our activities (WG) but it's different if it is with someone I really like..

Someone who's not rebound or a stupid move..

I don't wanna

I'm afraid of being the adult...

I just want to be young..

Care free..

Out to have fun...

Live my own life and support my family..

I don't want to be a bread winner..

I'm a lot of stressed from thesis.. I try to filter out what's happening with us.. I don't want to have the bad kind kind of stress..

Please let me finish my studies...

Please let me be young...

Updated my profile...

New line:

I met someone recently.. And we're dating to find out if we have a future.. And I'm kinda hoping there is.. Wish me luck...

Thesis...

Onti na lang... Matatapos na kami...

Sana matapos na para makatulog na kami...