Thursday, September 29, 2005

Uto-uto

A few days Karen asked me to wear the orange shirt that we used for campaign on Thursday..

Thursday ngayon.. Sinuot ko nga yung orange shirt na yon..

Hindi ko man tinanong kung bakit.. Alam niyo kung bakit.. wala lang...

Uto-uto talaga ako... Eto naman ako naka-orange na shirt..

Para sa saan.. Wala lang!

Write a suicide note to yourself

Dear Thirdy,

I just don't understand how you think. One minutes you're angry at the world. After another minute you're all thankful and understanding of everything and everyone. I'm tired of the confusion. I'm letting you go. Go forth and do whatever you want.

I won't hold onto you anymore.

I'm leaving this world. I hate it here. I have never felt anything else but despair and restlessness.

Take care of yourself. I hope you miss me.

This is my end. Good-bye!

Love,
Thirdy without Hope
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I never ever thought of killing myself. So I decided to kill a part of me and let that part write a letter to rest of me.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Hinanakit sa ACA

Ayoko nang makakuha ng email mula sa ACA...

Lagi na lang CLA related..

Oo nga noh.. bakit kelangan kong magmember nuon.. Di naman kami CLA...

Alliance lang naman ang hanap ko, eh..

Kaya namin yang mag-isa.. yon.. Anjan si Sir John..

I love writing

Whenever I feel down, confused, insecured and unsure of what I really feel. I write to my journal. (Journal talaga yon.. I used the concepts thought by SDO in a goal setting seminar) Kapag sinusulat ko ang aking nararamdaman. Naalala ko yung mga bagay na nagparamdam sa aken ng ganun.. Naiisip ko rin ang mga solusyon sa problema ko. Naiintindihan ko ang nararamdaman ko at naiisip ko kung paano ko ito sosolusyunan.

Writing is a release and a guide to life.

Akin yan.l. Quote me!

Friday, September 23, 2005

Expert Procrastinator

Give it a few hours and its the third week of class..

I have not had anything done..

Its frustrating..

All the deadlines are fast approaching and still I had not finished the work I should had done.

Writers' Guild dates will be postponed.. I'm annoyed by the fact that it is not following its schedule..

I'm annoyed that I had not even finish the schedule..

Accred na kuya wala ka pa ring outreach...

I'm so scared... Ayaw kong pumalpak..

I hate the ** wala pa ring nagsasabi na magiging part ng team ko..

Sabog na sabog ang CSO.. I realized that it may not be suitable for thesis yet I still want to solve its information problems...

I get tired from not doing anything..

Labo...

Kaya nga "I am an important person.. People need me to be serious"...

CENTRO! Serious na dapat!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Something fishy with bijou

episode 4
There's something about Bijou that i don't trust. Parang siya ang magiging dahilan ng pagbrebreak ng ham-ham club!Image from hamtaro.com

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

The ham ham world

I want a hamster!! And I'm getting one lalo kapag hindi abnormal yung ibebenta sa aken..

Every morning since monday.. hindi ako umaalis ng bahay hanggat di na tatapos ang


LALALALALALALALALALA!!

Episode 1:Akala ko di ko na panuod yung first episode.. buti na lang naabutan ko..

Episode 2:Na late nga ako sa busproc..buti na lang late din si sir..

Episode 3:Na late ako sa boothmanning sked ko ng 5 minutes... Buti na lang malapit lang ako iskul..

Images from:
http://www.hamtaro.com

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I'm not OK

I dunno why but I resent people.

I dunno but I don't know what I'm feeling

I dunno but I need a break

After that break..

I dunno I'm just not OK

Friday, September 09, 2005

It's not fair!

I thought I know where I'm going, who am I?

Why, all of a sudden, I'm not sure?

Blah!

Confusion..

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Another Quiz



You scored as Dirty, Black, Free. Your face is Dirty, face stained from tears. You are free. You aren't afraid. You can cry and scream and yell. People care - People worry. You are free. Lucky. Free. You don't care what people think and you aren't afraid to do what you like if it makes you feel good.

Dirty, Black, Free


75%

Believer.


67%

Cold as Steel


50%

Confused.


50%

In Control.


33%

Trapped.


33%

What does your soul say about your eyes?
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Rupert Giles


63% amorality, 36% passion, 81% spirituality, 63% selflessness

Utterly calm and resolute in the face of danger, utterly
devoted to his loved ones and comrades in arms, and utterly willing to
do what is necessary to ensure that good overcomes evil. Giles knows the
score, he knows that sometimes virtue relies on good men getting a little
messy, and he's willing to take that on himself, largely so that others
don't have to. You might share some of that. You most closely resemble
one of the most popular heroes in the Buffy universe.

All Hail Bienvenido Santos

Nagumpisa ang lahat sa spare P70 na kulang upang maging P1000 ang magagastos sa akin ng aking ina..

Bago umuwi, hinila ko ang aking nanay upang maghanap ng P70 na libro sa national.. Tumungo sa rack ng Phil. Literature at naghanap ng P70 na libro.. Una kong nakita ang libro ni Bienvenido Santos na "Brother, My Brother" price : P77.. Naghanap ng naghanap.. ang mahal na ng libro ngayon.. prices range from P80 to 250.. (Pagnagkapera ako bibilin ko yon)..

Kakatwa pa kasi LS building yung background ng pic ng awtor.. Binili na yun libro..

Binasa ko ang unang chapter bago matulog.. Ang galing.. Bienvenido, idol kita.. Ang galing pinalabas niya ang Pilipino gamit sa isang istorya..

Ang favorite ko so far ay yung "house built in the hill".. Kabilib-bilib yung mataphor ng ending.. All I could say after reading the story.. was "OO nga noh, ang galing.. brilliant!!"

Isa pa yong "the women" na binasa ko habang nakasakay ng jeep.. Ang galing na contrast.. Hands down..

Recommended buy ito.. Kapag wala kayong mahanap.. text niyo ako.. malapit lang yung bookmark sa amen baka mahanap ko yon duon..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Today is a metaphor of my life

Di ako marunong mag-bike! Nagteambuilding kami kanina at yun yung activity namen. I spent the whole hour trying to learn riding a bike but hindi pa rin talaga. Pero despite not being able to do it, I tried my best and had the taste it even for just a few seconds. Eto ang aking buhay, hindi ko alam kung paano sasakyan pero patuloy pa rin akong sumusubok matutunan. Sa actions, tuloy lang ang gawa.. makukuha ko rin yan. May bahagi na nakukuha ko na ang takbo nito.. Nakaka-andar na hangga’t sa malapit na akong bumagsak. Tatayo akong muli at susubukan. Ganyan talaga ang buhay! Natapos na ang takdang oras hindi ko pa rin ito nakuha. May bukas pa! Ipagtutuloy ko lang ang pagsakay sa buhay.. hanggang matutunan ko.. Babalik ako at aaralin ang pagbibike..

GLOBAL GUTZ.. Nag-usap kami ni Kuya Sonny kagabi ang sabi niya sa akin P500 for 100 bullets.. kasama na lahat yon.. Sa lahat na yon.. Miscommunication pala P500 sa lahat na yon per one person.. Mali.. Eto ang buhay maraming aksyon ang ginagawa upang magawa mo ang iyong goal.. Hanggang sa mali pala ang ginawa mo.. hindi worth.. may iba pang paraan.. Kaya dapat kang sumuko at lumipat sa ibang aksyon.. Bukas, ibang aksyon naman.. Hahanap ako ng iba pang paraan..

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Is tiring or what?

I pretty spent the day meeting my executive board.. Here's our group poem..

Random
By: EB of Writers’ Guild

Love-eternal is ..
What makes one happy
Beneath the consciousness of
A person’s past
Lies the fervor
Of my life
Forever standing on
A floating pedestal
Across the unknown world
So what makes me!

Critique us? Hehehe



Adik na adik na talaga ako sa pinoy big brother.. suntukin niyo na ako..
Webbie

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